About me before

Up until a few years ago, I seemed to be 180 degrees different than I am now. Back then I was.Work comes first in life.I lived my life with the mindset of "I am not a child, I am not a family member, I am what I want to do. I put priority on what I wanted to do, not on my children or my family, and I was determined to grow more this year than last year and next year than this year, and to keep challenging myself at all times.

And at that time I wasI am the one who can change the world.I really thought it was a good idea.(You're young.)The following is a list of the most common problems with the "C" in the "C" column.I want to solve the problems I feel through my work. Even if there is no market for it, I can make an impact on the world depending on how I do it.And. Many of the seniors around me were also successful in this way, so I had great admiration for them and naturally thought I could be like them myself.

In addition, I had been experiencing little miracles every now and then over the past few years, so I had become increasingly mistaken and overconfident.(I'm a quick on my feet personality lol)

know one's place

My state of mind changed drastically about a year ago. A short time after the birth of my second daughter, I had a lot going on in my professional and personal life, and when I accepted the results in front of me for the challenges I had been taking on for about eight years, I finally knew how far I had come.

I guess I don't have the power to change the world."

And.

Because, you know.Even after the death of Steve Jobs, a businessman who changed the world, the world is still spinning normally, and if anything, Apple's performance has been strong so far since then.I finally realized that I had overestimated myself and had a tremendous "ego" in my thinking.

Where is the value of my existence?

I am not denying that "taking on challenges" and "having big goals" are great things in and of themselves. There are many things that people say are impossible, but if you try, you can do them, and in the process, you can grow a lot.The experience of "I tried and it didn't work out" is hundreds of times more valuable than just saying "I want to do it, I wish I could do it" and not acting.

So I think the challenge itself is good and meaningful.

But on the other hand.It's important to be calm and know your place in the world, and to accept reality.I think.

And...I digress a bit, but last year, after learning firsthand that I do not have the power to change the world, I thought about it again.

Even if I no longer do what I do now, the world will still turn. So, no matter what my situation, no matter who I am, no matter how the world changes, I wonder where I will always be needed first and foremost.

It was only when I thought that far that I realized the importance of the family in front of me.

I don't care if I'm constantly on edge, if I say things like, "Stop following me around! or I am far from a perfect mother, you will accept my existence as 100%.Because I love my mom!"The daughters adore me every day and often fight with their sisters over their mother.

Whether I say, "I really hate cooking," and buy prepared foods, or whether I'm so bad at cleaning that I only use the Roomba once in a while, they don't say anything about it.You do what you want to do.and my husband, who has always looked out for me and given me extraordinary support regarding this blog.

If I can share a wonderful time with this precious family and keep them smiling by being with me, then it's like I've already succeeded in life!I think.

At a time when I began to feel that way, by chance, I started writing this blog.

Why do you like the Panamera?

I prioritize picking up my daughter from kindergarten over my own time."My old friends would be surprised to hear that. I used to fly around all the time, but now I stay at home almost all day long, doing housework, blogging, and using the computer.

However, as for my current feelings.I don't feel like I'm "sacrificing what I want to do in this life," but rather I'm satisfied and rather refreshed because I've done everything I can to meet the challenge.Even the

thereforeThe Panamera is a really nice car."I was thinking...(Eh, suddenly w)The 911 is nice, but the Panamera is more appealing to me now because it allows the whole family to spend quality time together.

Step by step, little by little

I was just going to take a big bath the other day about this blog, and I'll tell you what.I want to create a blog that provides useful information for everyone who is thinking about buying a Porsche."I wrote.

→[Reference article] Porsche has come to my house - I have seriously considered the future direction of the blog.

Of course we have that goal in mind, but we are not thinking of "taking a leap of faith" or "taking the shortest distance. First of allWe will make this blog a place where people who are reading this blog right now can look forward to reading articles every day and want to visit again because of the useful information it contains.The first and foremost is to

I hope that we can reach the goal someday by accumulating step by step while cherishing that point.

...I kind of think about that and look back at me in my 20's. I was a ridiculously arrogant bastard, and I feel really sorry for my workmates, colleagues, juniors, and subordinates because I was a W.If you don't want to do it, why don't you just quit?"in TokyoI don't understand why people don't challenge themselves at work because they're worried about being able to balance their personal and professional lives."And I'm sorry for saying it like that so often...

I was a guy who didn't understand people's feelings and hurts... I would have been able to bring out much more strength from everyone now... Well, those experiences made me the person I am today, though.

But on the other hand.I'm not going to let this be the end of my life."I am also the one who is always vigilantly looking for opportunities...

I'm not sure what I'm trying to say today, but this is a blog written by someone like this, and I hope you will continue to read it. m(_ _)m