I want to buy it myself.

The other day, a car-loving friend of mine from college whom I hadn't seen in a long time said this to me.

I saw your blog! But when I read that you are driving a Panamera and you are working toward the goal of buying another Panamera by yourself, I don't understand what you mean..." "My husband bought me a Panamera and I'm driving it. I don't understand why she still has a goal to buy a Panamera by herself when she is driving a Panamera that her husband bought for her.

And. I wonder what I'm doing (-_-)....

I've always had a stubborn personality.

I have always been a bit of an eccentric...a stubborn person who wants to do everything myself. Ever since I was a baby.I'll feed myself baby food!"He was so insistent that he spit out all the rice his mother spoon-fed him, and then grabbed it with his hand and ate it himself.

My mother still says to me, "You have been a child who wants to do everything by herself since you were little.

I had always wanted to live on my own, and when I became a working adult and left my parents and realized that I could cover all my living expenses with my own earnings, I was very happy.You don't get what you want from someone else; you buy it yourself!"I have lived my life with the stance that

Even after we were married, for example, we would talk about a watch we wanted and I would say, "Do you want me to buy it for you as a birthday present or something?" My husband would say to me, "I'll buy you a watch for your birthday or something.

I don't want it! The watch I want, I earn it myself and buy it myself! If I don't buy it myself, what's the point?I think to myself, "Oh my God, he's really not cute.

So, as for the Panamera, I originally wanted to buy one myself, and even though I am driving one now, my goal of buying a Panamera GTS for myself is still ongoing.

Strong or bigoted?

Because of this personality, I've always been somewhat grateful to my husband for allowing me to drive a Porsche."I'm wrestling with someone else's loincloth."I felt a sense of guilt...a kind of "it's not my ability..." feeling. Until recently.

My friend said, "I heard you drive a Porsche! That's amazing! You're rich!" I'm like...

No, it's just my husband who is rich, not me.And kicking against the(He's a total prick. Rather sarcastic.)

When my husband says to me, "Why don't you just get in your Panamera, go to Ashiu by yourself, and mingle with the Porsche drivers?"I won't go because people will think I'm driving a Porsche that my husband bought, and I'll look like it's my own car.I kept saying, "I'm not going.(No one cares about that, but how self-conscious can you be...)

One day, I could be honest.

That changed this year, thanks to a word from a senior colleague who has been a great help to me.

From what, I don't know.My husband is the reason I have the life I have now, so I have to get a good grip on it myself."I told him something like this, and he said something like this.

But that's a huge advantage. "But that's a huge advantage, because it's a minor thing, after all. Being minor is a strength and a value in the market by itself, so why don't you make the most of the environment you are in!

And.

A, Advantage...(*_*)

I was strangely convinced when he talked about it in terms of some kind of business (explosion), and from there I began to think, "I see, that's the way of thinking," and "This environment is not only something to be thankful for, but also an advantage for me.

If only I could throw away my twisted guts and accept it honestly, I might be able to take advantage of this environment and open the door to a world I have yet to see, and I might even be able to get to the world I want to go to as fast as I can.

Yes, exactly, because life is Dracula!

Even if your level is weak, even if you are wearing nothing but cloth clothes and a kombouIf you join a strong party, you will be equipped with adequate weapons, and you will be able to defeat strong enemies, receive high experience, and level up quickly.

It became clear to me that it all depends on how you perceive and how you utilize yourself, and if you appreciate your grateful environment and are honest with yourself, the story will accelerate.

since thenAll right, let's go out in the Gun Panamera!"andAnd blog like crazy!"I began to think.

I have a troublesome personality.

However, I am still on target to buy a Panamera myself.

Even if it is the same car, there is a difference between driving a car that someone else bought for you and driving a car that you bought with your own money, because I am sure that the joy you feel when you get behind the wheel, the sense of accomplishment, the pleasure you get when you drive, and the satisfaction you feel at a moment's notice is a world of difference.

I definitely need to experience this one for myself!